Selena Gomezlast toured in 2016.
She isnt anxious to repeat the experience, particularly with her acting career booming.
In a cover story interview withTime, Gomez revealed mixed feelings.
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It is very emotionally draining for me.
And then you realize youre just surrounded by a bunch of people that youre paying, Gomez added.
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Shes now cautious on who she spends time with.
Its a cliche, but girls are mean, she said.
I dont know where Im meant to belong.
Gomez added, I love having levelheaded people around that couldnt give two fs about what I do.
Still, there are days where anxiety rules.
Its hard, she said.
You could be in a crowd of people and still feel alone.
I still deal with that.